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..:Toxic Depression:...
--- Teenage Bull Sh*t
Created on 2004-12-11 03:10:09 (#5418803), last updated 2005-01-18
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I can never figure out what to type in this thing.
Im confused.. I allways feel empty, like theres somthing missing in my life..
maybe its that i allways hold my feelings in, then i get into an inspired or motivated mood and feel like doing somthing creative or writing.. Im definatly not an out going person.. i have no goal in life except to do what makes me happy. Im not aneletical or and I dont act intellegent. i really don't have many positive things to say about myself.. I dont know why i am the way i am, maybe its because im a closeted gay, or because i lost my father at a young age.. i dont really feel like looking into it. i have many friends, but i feel like none of them like me, i don't trust people or myself.. I rarely find myself able to commit to anything, not even video games anymore.. just my friends.. ( School.. you gotta be kidding me.. im passing, thats good enuf)
Im confused.. I allways feel empty, like theres somthing missing in my life..
maybe its that i allways hold my feelings in, then i get into an inspired or motivated mood and feel like doing somthing creative or writing.. Im definatly not an out going person.. i have no goal in life except to do what makes me happy. Im not aneletical or and I dont act intellegent. i really don't have many positive things to say about myself.. I dont know why i am the way i am, maybe its because im a closeted gay, or because i lost my father at a young age.. i dont really feel like looking into it. i have many friends, but i feel like none of them like me, i don't trust people or myself.. I rarely find myself able to commit to anything, not even video games anymore.. just my friends.. ( School.. you gotta be kidding me.. im passing, thats good enuf)
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